To think that is easy for me to face the fact that I couldn't go to an outing that means so much to me, think again. To think that it's easy for me to think over a decision that is right for me, think again.
Yes people, from the way I kicked off this post, you know that I'm not in the best of mood. While I'm posting this, my classmates are most probably having fun with my dearest form teacher, Mrs Kwok & a few other teachers. Ma, you know how much this outing means to me yet you asked me to make my own decision? If I made my decision to go, how would you react? You wouldn't talk to me after that kan? It's awful to feel upset with you but I just can't hold it back. How I wish to tell you how I feel.
Mama's trying to make me feel better by offering me to have breakfast but I rejected. No, I'm not playing hard to get. Wouldn't you be insane-ly upset too when you're not allowed to go out & have fun with your classmates & teachers?! URGH.
3N3 & fellow classmates, sorry if I've let you down. I did my best to persuade her, but in the end the reply was a big no-no. She asked me to make my own decision but in the end, it made me upset. Tell me why should I be happy.
I'm so not in the mood to attend religious class. You know the reason why. Don't suck up to me, it's not worth it.
F*CK IT! HAVE F*CKING FUN, 3N3 MATES & TEACHERS! :(
I'm pathetically sobbing while I'm typing this. I was crying my guts out thinking of the outing and without me noticing, I accidentally knocked my head into the solid floor. Having migraine now, so f*ck off.
