Thursday, November 20, 2008

Can't You See What's Happening?

I've been doing alot of thinking lately.
Alot of negative thinking.
I really don't understand myself.
Nobody can understand myself.
Sometimes I feel like being somebody else.
And, sometimes I like being myself.
But whatever it is.. I'm still not going to change.
If I do have to change, I'll change for the better. :)

Girlfriends.
I think the plan on Saturday won't be happening.
Since that someone-someone can't make it, let's forget about it alright?
And I do understand that some of you darlings won't be free on the day itself.
To Syella dearest, I'm so sorry if I've said something to hurt you just now.
I was extremely stressed out.
My grandma & other relatives were getting me all effed-up. -_-
Like seriously!
I need to chill, no seriously.
Even my lil' brother is so stressed out by this.. PFFT.

But no matter what, I still love my girlfriends & my family, of course.
Deep deep to the bottom of my heart.
All of you are really irreplacable.

* * *

I went out to Bugis just now, with mum & my lil' brother.
Thanks Papa for hitching us a ride to Mama's workplace. ;)
I bought lots of stuff, as per usual.
Since lil' bro was unwell, I decided to fasten my pace.
I don't like it when people give me pressure.
I despise it so much, I'll get all fired up & then I forget all about everything & just stomp away.
I know, all of you out there would agree with me on this statement. [:

P/S: Thanks Ma for buying me tops & other stuffs, AGAIN. Oh, not forgetting, the Victoria Secret's perfume I've been wanting like nong nong ago. Lol.

P/P/S: All the best of luck to Ayin who will be having an operation for her tonsils on the 26th of November. :)

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